I realize it's been a while since I last posted. To be truthful, I just didn't have it in me to continue tracking, working out, or even caring since I failed the physical agility. It just didn't seem worth it. Add to that, company coming into town, Father's day, my husband's birthday (I love me some Red Velvet Cake!). I just totally stopped caring.
Until today, maybe it is external motivation, but I heard a rumor that my dream job may have a Part-Time openings soon. Being a Flight Paramedic has always been something I've wanted to do, but my weight the past few years made it impossible. Now, I am within their weight restrictions, but just, just barely. So, my external motivation is to lose as much as possible before that rumored opening gets posted.
Yes, it is external motivation, but motivation is motivation and I'll take whatever I can to get back on track.
yes, motivation is motivation and it isn't a secular (for lack of a better term) motivation...it is a dream-filled, hope-filled motivation...which is kinda' what motivation is all about. I know you are a success and I know that you are blooming where you are planted...but maybe...maybe God plans on changing where the roots are planted...a Flight Paramedic would be awesome!!! Love, prayers and courage to you...
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