Friday, January 28, 2011

PMS Again

PMS struck again. This time, it was in the form of evil Albertson's Cookies.  I asked my dear husband to bring them home for the kids and I ended up eating half the bag. This time of the month I just can't seem to eat enough. And I paid for it. I gained 0.4 pounds. Now, that isn't so bad, considering the fact that I couldn't stop feeding the PMS monster.

I am in no mood to blog tonight, I just wanted to post my statistics. I am hoping that the evil PMS monster will leave me alone for a few weeks and I can try to lose more.

For the first time, I am having doubts that I can lose this weight. I am also having doubts that I can stay on WW, because it is so time consuming and such a life change. I am tired of it, but what is the alternative? I gain back every pound I lost AND more? I am forever unhappy (unhappier) in my fat lump of a body? I have to buy new clothes because everything is too tight? I start shopping in the 2X 3X sizes? That is unacceptable to me.

I will work on WW some more, I will get over this rough spot and I will start losing again. I just need to keep on keeping on.

I guess I am in need of a little outside encouragement too....so anything you got would be great.

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