Okay, what's up with my head?
I am within 5 pounds of the lowest since I weighed at WW. I fit back into the clothes that I got into a few times, before I gained the weight back. So, why am I not as happy as I was when I first lost the weight?
It seems like I've forgotten, emotionally, how big I was and how much I have succeeded. Now, I feel fat and lumpy again, but this time I am 35 pounds lighter than I was when I fat and lumpy before.
I wonder what is going on in my head? Did I get used to my current weight and body so that now my natural-born dislike for it reared its ugly head? If I lose 35 more pounds (which will put me very near goal), and maintain, will I still feel fat and lumpy?
You know what, let's lose the weight and find out!!!!
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